ah well...

there's just one thing i have on my mind now...i might jus finish it off with one sentence which saves me a whole lot of time thinking about WHAT to write and HOW to write and all that crap..-people should realise that not everyone will take their crap and its time they realise that there are actually very few people in this godforsaken phase called existence who care for them!and that their self satisfying fucked up nature will get them no where...and that its about time they wake up and smell the coffee!......

strawberry sling

the drink of the gods...woohoo!firstly GO TO TEMPLE BAY...nice place if u really wanna get away from it all...secondly IF and WHEN u do go there chuck the buffet and head straight for "the wharf". when u get there the first thing they give you is a welcome drink...pretty nice. the next thing is to order a cocktail..not a mocktail but a cocktail..ESPECIALLY the strawberry sling...(if your one who isnt too heavy into drinking and all that this is perfect)..enough gin,strawberry crush or whatever that is,soda,lemon and some other form of liqour which i cannot place my finger on...HEAVENLY i must say! funny part is...i got so sober after that!:p ..parents didnt mind though coz they wouldnt have liked the high part of me...:D. very few people actually know that part...whether they like it is a different issue..anyway yeah THAT was an amazing drink..will definitely have that again or make something on my own(whenevr THAT ever happens ) and id recommend it to every1 else too.....WOOHOO!!

who?where?what?

it's times like this when you really wonder why there isn't some sort of force that could just give you the answers to all your questions...i mean you almost always have someone right there when u need to get certain questions clarified. what i am referring to is the most FAQ- who are we really and what is the point behind our existence(i know i know..questions of a very confused teenager..but its true).i have spent nights pondering over these very questions. ..everyone says "everything happens for a reason" and "there is something waiting for us later on"(well not quite those words but something to that effect)...and of course u talk yourself into believing that(atleast on a suc conscious level) but little do we realise that its just the same as it was before..everythings just the same. coming back to the issue at hand, where are we all going!??! yeah we as students have to study and go on to gain a whole list of achievements in order to actually "make it in this world" but at the end of it all...is it really worth it?? yes there is the monetary satisfaction and probably a bit of self satisfaction and all that but does all that REALLY matter-not in the material world but in our very own little worlds.

food for thought...

eat to live or live to eat....LIVE TO EAT i'd say! the reason for this sudden "revelation" u ask? i had the most heavenly meal right now! (for you mallus i'm sure that some of u would agree with me)..APPAMS,GHEE(loads of it) and SUGAR...try it! oh lord...the one thing that comes to mind and i quote "this is practically orgasmic"!!! melting ghee on hot steaming appams...aaaaargggghhh...(at this very moment this famished blogger is stuffing her face with the above mentioned delicacy). sometimes i wonder why some of these pathetic girls diet! i mean get a life for gods sakes! don't they realise that they are missing out on the pleasures of life!?!?! well i just feel sorry for them... well that being said ive run out of things to say....but basically...FOOD KICKS ASS! yeah thats about it for now....